Theme Thursday - Wrinkle

sorry for the late post everyone!!

WorryWorryWorry - I feel like thats all that's going around my brain all day sometimes. i dont really stress but i worry... its hard to explain the difference, but its there. Worry is sort of more ponderous and think-y whereas stress is like AHH what do i do! sort of. I don't know. I'm not much good with words.
i worry because
i feel things too deeply
i dont read the signs
i am self centred
i need to wake up from this sleep i have inflicted upon myself
i dont know what to do to snap out of it
i dont feel the way i should feel
i care about people too much
i am not motivated enough
I could go on but I won't bore you... Well wish me luck on not getting worry lines at the age of 17, i might need all the luck i can get! :P

Theme Thursday - Mystery

Life in general is one big mystery to me at the moment

What will i do next year?

What do i ultimately want from life?

Do i still believe what i always thought i knew?

Am i still the sort of person i thought i was?

What do i do about les garçons? :P

Do i still feel how i feel?

How do i know whats real and whats not?

♫Is morality real to me, can i believe in what i cannot see?♫

The answer to all of these is je ne sais pas...

Where do i find these answers to life?

There should be a book.

I promise you that if i find the answers, i'll write a book.

you?

i just don't know how i feel
about anything
anymore

and i hate it
and it frustrates me

why don't i know how i feel?

so i stay in limbo

and that's not fair
but then i don't know exactly how you feel either
but im pretty sure i have a fair idea

♫
Maybe I'm down low.
Maybe I'm up high.
Maybe I'm losing my own mind.
♫