It could be the end of the world or just the end of an era

It's mothers day. But i have no mother (that's here anyway). So that's depressing, especially cos i only just remembered.
Sometimes you never realise how someone has affected your life until you think of an idea and trace it back to the source. Quite odd really. Ive been writing my speech about my dad and i realised theres a lot of stuff i could blame him for. Im so over having a father. seriously. but the interesting thing is, my grandad asked me today who God is to me and say the first word to come to my mind - the first word was 'Father' and then 'Protector' and 'Comforter' so i suppose God is my real father which is pretty sweet... people on earth let you down again and again.
THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
people might let you down when they don't mean to but God is always there to pick up the pieces and he'll never let you down. theres no one on earth id trust with my life but God created my life

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!

For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

Our dying day
Of our dying!!

Je l'aime. et je t'aime ;)
Thought for the day: why do people never say what they mean? i know i do it a lot but i have no idea why. its not like i lie, but e.g il say ''goodbye'' when what i really wanted to say was ''wait. dont go'' maybe i just dont have the guts to say what i feel