Theme thursday - Felt

This is how i feel right now. im in such an odd mood tonight. its like i don't know what i want anymore. like, don't know what to do in my life, don't know what i want to achieve. i mean, uni? what's the point? yeah it will help me get a good job and stuff... but so what? why does that matter? i'd rather do something that counts, like...well i don't know what, and thats what the problem is. i would love to go to france and work for a year but i won't have enough money. and actually it might be really cool to go to bible college... but i dont want to be a pastor, so what would i do with that?? hmm all very confusing. its gonna be so weird being back at school... and again, is there a point? arghh i dont know. i just know that i want a life that counts.

well hello there

fuuuck some people can be so insensitive! like, they say 'hey do you remember when we ......" (fill in blank, e.g "talked about going camping") and then say that they did that with someone else and it was fantastic. and ur not particuarly close with them anymore so its like they r rubbing it in ur face. so i was like... cool... arghh some people make me so angry, cos they just don't think about how what they say affects you, even if you don't want it to. well its ok, it didnt affect me as much as it wouldve a month ago. but i still would rather like to punch them haha :P nah not really bt... they just need to think before they say something
so that was my rant for the day, sorry you had to read that xD
Thought For The Day:
just some song lyrics: "i'd rather forget and not slow down, than gather regret for the things i can't change now... cause I could spend my life just trying to sift through
What I could've done better but what good do what ifs do" (forget and not slow down - relient k). i really like those lyrics cos they just say that you shouldnt get caught up in all this stuff that doesn't really matter now cos u cant change it anyway, so dont dwell on it - just move on. and thats something i need to think about right now

Theme Thursday - Bread

arghh ive been so bad at remembering to do theme thursday but im doing it today!!! :D

Bread. What a subject!!

When i read the topic, i started thinking about the ingredients in bread and how they are similar to friends we have in life - i know what you're thinking 'what the heck is this chick on about' but let me explain...
Main Raisin Bread Ingredients:
Flour - This is the main ingredient. Kind of bland (and pretty damn gross) on its own, but with other things added it's okay. This is the majority of our friends we aren't particuarly close to; they are okay, but easier to handle when there's other people around and you don't have to talk to them on their own.
Water - We don't need as much of this ingredient as flour, but still essential to the bread. You can have it on its own and it doesn't taste too bad, actually. we have fewer of these friends, but these are the ones we prefer to spend time with, when given a choice. We don't mind spending time with them on their own, but they are also good when you hang out with them with other people.
Baking Soda or Yeast - Makes the bread rise. Yeast feeds off sugars in the bread to do this. This is the sort of person who enjoys putting other people down to make themselves feel better. Completely disgusting on their own. Really, these are the sort of friends we DON'T need.
Raisins - Raisins are really just an addition to the bread, to make it yummy. It wouldn't be raisin bread without them!! Raisins taste really good on their own, maybe even better than in bread. Raisins are the sort of friends we love having, who are really sweet and you want to spend more time with them.

And that is how bread ingredients are like our friends!!