Theme thursday - Felt

This is how i feel right now. im in such an odd mood tonight. its like i don't know what i want anymore. like, don't know what to do in my life, don't know what i want to achieve. i mean, uni? what's the point? yeah it will help me get a good job and stuff... but so what? why does that matter? i'd rather do something that counts, like...well i don't know what, and thats what the problem is. i would love to go to france and work for a year but i won't have enough money. and actually it might be really cool to go to bible college... but i dont want to be a pastor, so what would i do with that?? hmm all very confusing. its gonna be so weird being back at school... and again, is there a point? arghh i dont know. i just know that i want a life that counts.