♫ It's not the end of the world but i can see it from here...

Today i have to say that im in a pretty shitty mood. It just seems that nothing is going right in my life anymore. I can't even pinpoint why, it's just everything. And no one is around to talk to either and i need to talk to someone. Its not your guys' fault obviously, it just so happens that no one seems to be free. And in about an hour i am going to have coffee with my old best friend, we arent so close anymore but i have a feeling im going to end up telling her anything just cos theres no one else right now. we havent seen each other in a couple of months so it will be good to catch up but however i dont particuarly want to tell her all my shit.... i may end up doing so though out of lack of anyone else to talk to. well i think thats enough whingeing from me now :)
think positive jo...
positive....
who am i kidding??

End of Term

Wow i really can't believe it's the end of term already! school year OVER! there's exams of course, and i will be so happy when they are over too. It's slightly surreal that school is actually finished now. no more year twelve. NO MORE BIO! NO MORE MATHS! NO MORE MR HARRISON! I'm happy about this, but as i said, it's all a bit surreal. It feels like tomorrow, i will have to get up and go to school as usual, but no, i get to sleep in :) and then study :(
I really liked the leavers' assembly this year; i thought it was fantastic, especially david withington's awesome pokemon rap! i cant believe he memorized all of that! a very talented person, i must say. but the whole assembly was actually pretty good - leavers' dvd was quite funny but just emotional enough too. overall, good job. Unfortunately, we have to top this next year!! have been brainstorming ideas.... we could go in on a helicopter, or a boat :P actually! a boat! towed by a car! that would be soo cool!
oh! oh! i just remembered! IM DOING DRAMA NEXT YEAR!! or, i added it to my options sheet, so i will hopefully be doing it! you guys better watch out :P it was the couch. they made the decision for me. the couch was handed over to the drama pupils and julia made me go up. thats when i realised i would have to do drama or id be disrespecting the couch :P nah lol but honestly it made me think how much i love drama and then i was like why arent i doing it?!?! ok so it'll be hard, but it's worth it if i love it.
this is me and siobhans official france song and i think it applies now - 'Holiday' by Dizzee Rascal. ITS NOW HOLIDAYS GUYS... if you ignore exams...... :P
we gotta do some crazy stuff these hols guys ;)

France

Im going to France today! but something has put a total damper on it... im still excited of course... but... argh why does everything have to be so friggin complicated?! i was listening to my itunes on shuffle when a song that describes exactly how im feeling came on and i was like omg! lol
♫ I was leaving but im coming back /cos ur heart's in beat with mine.../ Realized I was passing through/From the moment I saw you/I was hypnotized/Couldn't wait to get you alone/So I could walk with you/So I could talk with you, oh... /Let me know whats going on with us ♫
so yes i am excited about france, but its just at the wrong time!! or maybe the other thing has happened at the wrong time? oh well, it will be good to go to france and get a clear head, gain perspective :)
im looking forward to sitting next to siobhan on the plane :) if elyse tries to sit next to me, i swear i will shoot her hehe
well, my next blog might be from the other side of the world :)