well.

wow. you forgive someone over and over and then they just fucking hurt you again anyway. He really couldnt have hurt me more if he was fucking trying to. you cant just listen to what someone else thinks and then use that against me when you already knew exactly what they were going to think and then to fucking tell me i dont care about them? that was just too far. and then to tell me we cant go out for reasons you knew before we were going out? that is complete bullshit.
I really don't think i have EVER been this mad, ever.
or this hurt.