theme thursday - fence, but also a rant just because i can

I used to like being alone. I liked to feel self-sufficient. I liked to feel in control.
But it gets depressing, cooking meals for one. Cleaning an already clean house because there's no one around to mess it up. I still like to be in control. But I get lonely.
Oh sure, my brother is here but him being here is the same as being alone.

And then I go to work and people are just rude, like SERIOUSLY I WANTED TO PUNCH SOMEONE, the smug bastard.
I'd rather be home alone being depressed.

I need another job.
Something interesting.
Somewhere i feel like I make a difference.
Where I can make an impact on people's lives.
Where people don't ask stupid questions.

I feel like my life is on the fence at the moment.
Waiting for next year.
Waiting for my life to begin.