i have figured out my problem. i care about people too much. people who dont deserve it. people who dont care. okay so step 1 - figure out the problem, accomplished! step two - fix it... well i dont know how. i cant just not care about people, thats not me. and id have a pretty sad life if i did. so maybe step two should involve trying to only care about people who will appreciate it. unfortuantely though, it seems i dont get a choice who to care about...
man. i think this song was written for the sole purpose of depressing me ♫ I don't want to walk this earth if i gotta do it solo... cos we used to be a team... ♫
but its okay. im pretty excited about this week, just working and hanging out with people and this weekend, me and siobhan have some epic plans ;) so that will be cool. this is what i always do when im sad - i keep myself far too busy to even have time to think. and it works. until i stop. so i keep busybusybusy :D:D
Thought For The Day

always focus on the things that make you happy when theres something you dont want to focus on. personally, my friends, my family, and God make me happy. also millions of random moments - maybe a smile, maybe liam giving me an easter egg yesterday, maybe people at work being excited to see me today. its the little things that really count in the end. the things you'll always remember.