Love this song. That is all.

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon


At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon


Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Bruno Mars - Talking to the Moon

Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror

I'm turning 18 in less than three weeks. I was so excited about that a month ago. But now it's like it doesn't matter. Nothing matters when the biggest part of your life is just gone.
Now, thinking about turning 18 it hits me;
I don't know what I want to do.
I don't know where my life is going.
I don't know what the year will bring.
I thought that by 18 I'd have it all together, I'd know what to do in any given situation.
But instead, I find myself falling apart at the seams.

I really hope that this time next year, I can look back at this post and think, "You know, I did really got it together this year. I achieved something. I know where I'm headed."
But I doubt it, I really do.

Lately, my birthdays have sucked. When I turned 17 I was a fricken school camp. Whoo. It was just a normal day; other than being woken with a rendition of happy birthday, the day carried on like any other. It was utterly depressing. And this one will probably suck just as much. I'm going to make it as fun as I can but there's only so much I can do. I wish I could skip from the 11th to the 13th and be suddenly 18 without the actual birthday day. Why can't you do that?!

You know, I really only post when I'm sad. And I'm sorry for that. But it just goes to show that the last 7 months of my life were the happiest, despite what you may think.

This post is a little too close to home, I almost don't wanna post it, but what the hell not many people read it anyway.

theme thursday - sign

sometimes, people just don't get it even though thats what all the signs point to. you miss what the person was trying to tell you. guys especially, in my experience, are good at missing point entirely. not noticing the subtle hints. ignoring the signs or maybe not even realising they've been there all along. the right thing to do? the signs will lead you to it if you only look.